life is

So it comes to my attention that although we have more freedom college is in effect a glorified high school. I mean think about it everything is fake. They tell us to be honest and feed us crap about community and being a good person and tell us its all about what we gain personally thorugh discovering ourselves and that grades don't matter. Hypocrites.
Grades do matter. Do everything you can to be better than the person next to you. Thats what it seems like. In the end it's creating their ideal world of what they want. Be reputable make good money and contribute the way we want you to. It's frustrating. The world isn't forgiving....and it is about the grades and the money. It does matter to so many people.
Money simply isn't that important.
So I feel.
Everything is more complicated than it needs to be. You just have to feel with your whole self. na? I mean Iit's like art. Extrememly therapeutic its like taking a piece of yourself, raw emotion, and making it into something tangible. Thats why any art that you see that makes you feel something is real. Its a part of you recognizing the emotion behind the art. It's likea piece that scares you, makes you happy just looking at it, or a piece that makes your heart break and ache just looking at it.
That's art.